There were no last words, just a
weak wave of his left hand I remember. It must’ve been a message - perhaps
wishing us well, when I think of it now. The look he gave us before closing his
eyes to sleep that night was his last look at us; and we had no inkling of it.
There had been no sounds of pain, the whole month that he was at the hospital.
“Is your stomach aching, dad?” we’d ask and he’d say, “No.” The doctor had
diagnosed colon cancer and told us to keep him happy for the remaining days that
he had to live. He didn’t have much time, the doctor informed us. We told dad
nothing of the diagnosis. The figure lying on the bed that we looked at early next morning was a still one, we discovered. Dad’s face looked so peaceful, as
if dad was just asleep. And, we had actually drawn up a list of names of people
we were going to request to come and see him, and chat with him. I stared at
the piece of paper in my hands, feeling incomplete. My tears fell silently on it,
drowning the names.
letting go of love
and those memories so fond
- a dear soul set free
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